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| All Roses Must Have Thorns |
| 07.02.04 (11:48 pm) [edit] |
Just when you thought that life is probably too good to be true, it is. Just when you thought you can't possibly have everything under control, you don't.
So I thought that I was into Prince Charming, right? Well, I was. I mean I am. But then I start to think, whoa, this guy is wayyyy out of my league! I mean, here's this vertically-challenged, not very pretty 17 year old, and next to her, is this so very beautiful creature who seems to have no flaws at all... it's just not picture perfect, ya know?
But then this other guy comes along, who makes it obvious that he's so into me that it's sickening, and we've been getting to know each other but then my friends tell me that he's the "bad influence type" so I don't know what to think. I don't like him in that way, no, but still if it goes on I'm afraid I might? Stupid me. Stupid, fickle, weak me.
I have officially stepped down as President of the PRS club yesterday. It was a bitter sweet thing to do, actually. I'm gonna miss the club, obviously, having been in it for 5 years now. But then again I'm relieved to hand the reins over to someone else because the workload is MUCHO.
School work has been mucho as well... but that's what comes with having the most major exam of your life coming in four months time...
Which is why I should be studying now instead of blogging. :lol:
Ooooh I went to the TIMES booksale today, got myself loads of new books at half price!! I looooooooooove stock clearances, don'tcha? hehe....
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| Pink Clouds, This Time Around |
| 06.28.04 (1:01 am) [edit] |
Time reeeeally flies when you're having fun, doesn't it? I didn't realize that it's already half the year. On the 4th of November I will be sitting for my [b]SPM examinations[/b] and the first two papers are additional math, my *cough* *splutter* faaaaaaaaaaavourite *cough* *cough* *splutter* subject in the world.
BUT, after the 30th of November, I will FINALLY BE FREE of the imprisonment that is high school! I'll get my driving licence by then, move out of my parent's house, go to Australia... so watch out world!
A few of my mates have resolved to calling me a "Social Hazard". Apparently guys loose one of their 5 senses when I'm around. heh heh...
Mr. Prince Charming has asked me to accompany him to his royal ball [i](If you're a commoner, that means he's asked me to his prom :wink: )[/i]. I've not said anything yet, I just said I'd "check my schedule", haha! Hmmm... should I go ah? He'd wanna be more than friends after that and that's what I'm scared of, I'm not sure if I want to yet. I would like too, I guess... but then again I think I might still have leftover feelings from my last relationship and they're still too strong for me to actually take the next step and [i]move on[/i]. Nothing's ever been easier said than done. Oh well.
Anyway, I've been watching Malaysian Idol... it provides me Friday night entertainment, it's so funny that my family and I are recording it. We reckon we'd be instantly cheered up during a lousy mood when we watch it. lol - The KL auditions are this week, can't wait to see my friends make a fool of themselves... haha!
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| It's Like Swimming In Clouds.... |
| 06.23.04 (11:38 pm) [edit] |
Whoa, did you check out the haze this week? My eyes sore the whole time!
I sat for the [b]University of New South Wales[/b] english language test a couple of days ago. BIG mistake. I've never known how it felt to sit for an english paper that was actually TOUGH!! There were words like [i]timmorous[/i], [i]calumny[/i], [i]oscillation[/i], [i]concomitant[/i], [i]amellioration[/i], [i]pragmatic[/i].... I mean, what the hell??? Hmph. There goes my A.
Tomorrow is my school's open day. That's where I have to sit next to my parents in front of my teacher while she critisizes me. NOT looking forward to it. Maybe I can play sick tomorrow, I'm good at that. ;)
Mum's confirmed that we're moving to Australia next year. I don't want to mooooove!! Everything I want and love is right here in M'sia, no matter how crappy this country is! Besides, lil' prince charming isn't gonna like a long distance relationship [i](IF I ever get to that, haha)[/i]. Anyway, he seems wayyy out of my league but I'm gonna make him my boy toy for now anyway (nyeh nyeh).
Really, sometimes life's a peach. :D
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| Fairytale; Chapter 1 |
| 06.20.04 (1:03 am) [edit] |
It happend. He called. :D [i](read yesterday's blog, why don't you)[/i]
Nothing big, though. We just talked about the party and how good I had looked (nyeh nyeh). I consider this the first step of [b]Operation Prince Charming[/b].
Besides all the drama, today is Father's Day [i](Happy Father's Day, Dad! Love ya, muaahh!)[/i]. My family and I went to [b]Putrajaya Shangri-La[/b] for Father's Day lunch buffet. Guess what was the main course? Lamb. Yes... juicy, yummy, grilled leg of lamb. Yea, that, and a whole other array of yummy food like turkey pizza, lazagna, dim sum, etc... and for dessert were black forrest cake, brownies, mango pudding, french pastries and chocolate cheese cake just to name a few.
I so know I've put on a few more kilos.
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| Living a Fantasy? |
| 06.18.04 (11:41 pm) [edit] |
If there is one thing I've learnt about guys, it's that when they fall for you, they fall [i]hard[/i]. But if you're too easy to get, they'll bore easily... where's the fun if there's no chase, right? So me, I just play Hard To Get.
Here's the deal:
Scene: Modesto's Sri Hartamas
Time: Around 9pm
Event: Friend's birthday party
So there I was, complaining to this lanky girl whom I had just met at the party about how boring it was so far, when the lights dimmed and the DJ puts on some incredibly contagious, booty-shakin' music. Everyone gave a "wooo!" and covered the dance floor, that is everyone except a few self-concious people who preferred to hide in the shadows.
It was then that our eyes met. It was almost like slow motion: I turned my head to look for the birthday girl, but instead I locked eyes with the most beautiful of the male species I have ever seen.
I swear, for those few, precious seconds, time stood still. My blood stopped flowing when he gave me a boyish, lopsided grin with teeth as perfect as it could get. I congratulated myself for not behaving like a fool when I smiled back and turned to look another way - but only slightly (#2 flirting technique, works everytime!) so I could still see him from the corner of my eye.
Then it happened: he came over. I pretended not to notice but really, inside I was like "WOOOOHOOOOOOOO COME OVER TO MAMA, BAY-BEEE!! YES YES YES" but I kept my cool. He then tapped me on the shoulder and gave me that contagious smile again and said "Hi, are you here with someone?" (which is boy speak for "Hi, is your boyfriend here?") I shook my head and asked him, "Are you?". It was almost too good to be true when he said no. So here's a guy who is so awesomely hot, who's not afraid to make the first move and is currently single?
I must be living in a fantasy.
We ended up talking and dancing the whole night. He asked for my name and number but I just gave him a sly smile and told him to investigate for himself. He was so elated he almost wet himself, poor fella.
I asked then my birthday girl friend "who's he?" and said it was her cousin, and confirmed that yes, he was single. I also found out his name, which I shall conveniently forget to mention here in case he accidently stumbles across this page and find out that I'm totally into him... I want him to discover that for himself.
That was last night, he's still not called but I know he has my number by now. My birthday girl friend has gave it to him.
My, my. I [i]love[/i] being the princess in this fairytale. Only, for once, it actually happened.
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| Confessions Of a Teenage Drama Queen |
| 06.18.04 (7:03 pm) [edit] |
They say you shouldn't care about what other people think of you. You are your own person, you know what you did, what you like and how to live your life. So other people's opinions about you shouldn't matter right? Wrong.
I was a big believer that you shouldn't care what people think of you. Note the word: [b]was[/b]. It's just not possible to ignore people's snide comments and looks of indifference when you try to be the slightest bit different from everybody else.
My problem is, though, I [i]like[/i] to be different. Trying to be like other people is just not me, I don't see why I should confine to wear what the society thinks is "in season" or eat what my friends tell me is "low in fat". Where's the fun in that?
I'm not saying that I'm a social hermit or anything, it's just that I feel I don't fit it with anyone much, not even with my close friends. Heck, sometimes I listen to the current topic they're (my friends) are discussing and the arrogant side of me thinks, [i]"this is below me"[/i].
But then again, maybe it's my fault that I'm so hard to please.
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